Today was one of those days that mostly everything went wrong..ok I burned the rice and kebab!!! and I was mad at everyone...but there is a reason for being mad and burning as the result of being mad!okay how do you feel when one of your used to be close friends starts putting you down? You know, I have decided to make her jealous... I know its not a good thing and I usually 99.99% never do it but to show her that she is not the queen of the world...I will do it...I know I can make her feel misrable..just saying that whoever is getting married or engaged should be enough;) you know she has problems with herself and finding a guy...I mean finding a guy is a problem here for solid relationship I mean but she is somehow obssessed with it and the period that we were close friends she made me think like her but thank god she went on CoOp and I was left alone with my true friends which I am so comfotable with and can say anything to becuase they are not jealous and not out there to become even with you or mental problems:) I guess I sometimes feel sorry for her but its her doing to herself..or may its her child hood I don't know....but I know I don't want to be like her...I want to be like me:)